Wednesday, the day of my departure for Canberra finally arrived. I was nervous. I also had a lot of things to do before I left that afternoon. The kids were up early as usual. My son that week had been waking between 4am and 5.30am. I put Frozen the movie on and went back to snuggle my eight-year-old daughter who’d come into my bed in the middle of the night. My mind was wide awake, busy with all I had to do before I left that day, as well as full of concern about how my husband would cope with the kids while I was away.
When we were all up, we decided to go out for a farewell breakfast at our local café. We had a nice breakfast together and then dropped my daughter off at school. When we got home, I went straight to my office and finished off some last-minute work that I didn’t want to hang over my head.
My bags were packed so I got my husband to load them into the car and off we went to complete some last-minute jobs before I caught the airport shuttle bus at 1pm. I went to my doctor and got another copy of my referral letter as the clinic had misplaced the original. I also went to the health food store to get supplies (vanilla sleepytime tea and coconut chips).
We popped in to see one of my best friends for a quick cuppa and farewell. My three-year-old Spencer did not want to leave as he was having such a good time playing with my friend’s two sons.
We arrived at the train station with plenty of time to pay for my bus ticket. I had apparently read the bus schedule wrong and the bus was getting into the airport 15 minutes later than I had expected, which would leave me a smaller window to check in. I was freaking out that if the bus was late, I’d miss my plane. I told my then husband, Nick. that if for some reason I wasn’t flying to Canberra, he’d have to come and pick me up and drive me to Canberra. There was no way I was missing my surgery the next day.
While waiting for the bus, Nick reminded me I should do an online check in for my flight. I was so nervous, my brain wasn’t working properly. I tried to do the check in, but it wouldn’t recognise my booking number. Then I realised I was using the third-party booking number and not the one from the airline, so I tried that. No success. I rang the airline, freaking out even more by now, wondering if I had booked my flight on the wrong day or something. Finally, I was able to check in, but only after a very stressful 20 minutes.
Spencer by now was distraught and cranky as Nick and I were on our mobiles, and then my laptop, trying to sort out the flight. So I had to have a big cuddle with him. We took him outside to see the shuttle bus. I put my hand luggage at the door of the bus and waited for the driver. I was determined to sit near the front so I wouldn’t get bus sick.
I gave Spencer my last farewell cuddles and then Nick bought him around to the side of the bus and we said goodbye through the window.
I was a lot more emotional than I expected and hid my tears behind big black sunglasses. I trusted that Spencer would be fine without me, but I knew how much we would miss each other (he was only three after all).
As the bus drove off, I spoke with the driver. I told him how I was worried about the timing of our arrival and my fear of missing my flight. He said he’d get me there on time and not to worry. And he did.